Hope?
How many times have you hoped for
something, or wished for something that you really need? Not just for material
things, but for health, better living conditions, or just a way to be able to
sleep at night without worry.
I
know the feeling, I haven’t slept a full night in a couple of years. I hoped
things in my life would get better, but the worry keeps me up most nights. With
only a couple of hours of sleep a night my body and my mind show the wear of
lack of sleep. Even eating I have a hard time, with only one meal a day to keep
me going.
Yes,
I know the empty feeling of hope which doesn’t describe what I feel most of the
time. Yes material things are important, but what about peace of mind? I hoped
for peace of mind for the past couple of years. It always comes down to the
same question, how long can you hoped for life to get better.
As
I tell my children, who are grown now and have a life of their own, to keep
things simple and lay it on the doorsteps of heaven. There is always an answer
out there and you just have to wait until the answer is given. It will come,
maybe not as quick as we want, but it will come.
MAY
GOD BLESS!