HOPE?

Hope?

How many times have you hoped for something, or wished for something that you really need? Not just for material things, but for health, better living conditions, or just a way to be able to sleep at night without worry.

            I know the feeling, I haven’t slept a full night in a couple of years. I hoped things in my life would get better, but the worry keeps me up most nights. With only a couple of hours of sleep a night my body and my mind show the wear of lack of sleep. Even eating I have a hard time, with only one meal a day to keep me going.

            Yes, I know the empty feeling of hope which doesn’t describe what I feel most of the time. Yes material things are important, but what about peace of mind? I hoped for peace of mind for the past couple of years. It always comes down to the same question, how long can you hoped for life to get better.

            As I tell my children, who are grown now and have a life of their own, to keep things simple and lay it on the doorsteps of heaven. There is always an answer out there and you just have to wait until the answer is given. It will come, maybe not as quick as we want, but it will come.

                                                MAY GOD BLESS!